scared shitless of change

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2012-08-19 17:47

Change when my best friend moved when I was little.
Change when my first pet died.
Change when my great grandparents died.
Change when my brother died.
Change the first time I was hit.
Change the first time I was called ugly.
Change the first time I was called fat.
Change the first time I heard that I had a sister.
Change when my family found out my other brother was gay.
Change when a drug addict broke in when I was home alone.
Change when I decided I didn’t want to look the way I do.
Change when I made that first cut.
Change when I got to middle school.
Change when I found I had no friends in middle school.
Change when I got to high school.
Change when I met the love of my life.
Change when my best friend moved away to Ohio.
Change when I started being curious about sex.
Change when my partner left for college.
Change when I started shopping for myself, by myself.
Change when I wore something other than black for the first time.
Change when I realized my father is very conservative and I’m liberal.
Change when I realized you can’t trust people you’ve known for a long time.
Change when I went to my first concert.
Change when I realized that I have less than two years left to figure out what I’m going to do.
Change when I learned that not only can you not trust people you thought you knew, you also don’t know who they are. They could turn out to be someone completely different, just hiding behind a facade.
Change when I started buying my own food.
Change when I noticed that I’m scared shitless of change.
Change!!!!!!!!


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